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Laurie

Feb. 2nd, 2005

11:47 pm

Dear Abby,



My husband has a long record of money problems. He runs up huge credit
card bills.

At the end of the month, if I try to pay them off, he shouts at me,
saying I am stealing his money.

He says pay the minimum and let our kids worry about the
rest, but already we can hardly keep up with the interest.

Also he has been so arrogant and abusive toward our neighbors that most
of them no longer speak to us.

The few that do are an odd bunch, to whom he has been giving a lot of
expensive gifts, running up our bills even more.

Also, he has gotten religious in a big way, although I don't quite
understand it.

One week he hangs out with Catholics and the next with people who say the
Pope is the Anti-Christ.

And now he has been going to the gym an awful lot and is into wearing
uniforms and cowboy outfits, and I hate to think what that means.

Finally, the last straw. He's demanding that before anyone can be in
the same room with him, they must sign a loyalty oath.

It's just so horribly creepy!

Can you help?



Signed,
Lost in DC



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Dear Lost,

Stop whining, Laura. You can divorce the jerk any time you want.

The rest of us are stuck with him for four more years!

Feb. 1st, 2005

09:31 am - Hey Lizzie!!!!

Jan. 31st, 2005

12:22 pm

Jan. 27th, 2005

12:07 am

I just want to crash and burn. I am doing so good on this diet, but now all I want is chocolate. I am so bummed.

Current Mood: blahblah

Jan. 25th, 2005

10:39 pm


09:09 pm

My Uncle Darren was involved in a severe accident yesterday.

He is a trucker and hauls gasoline. As he was fueling a pump in Okemah OK he was also repairing a intake line. We think a part of his clothing caught and caused him to be drug under the trailer ripping off his clothing after strangeling him and ear, as well as exposing his skull. He has no medical insurance and was lifefighted to Tulsa Regional where they stabilized him and released him today.

His ear has been stitched back on and he thankfully did not have any broken bones, just bad bruising to both his body and his brain.



He says he is fine has 10 fingers and 10 toes 2 arms and 2 legs. They could have left the ear off....

01:13 am

Welcome To My Life :: Simple Plan


Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

12:52 am - Puke.

Today has not been a great day.... in all reality it should have been SPLENDID!!! I have the house to myself... no Scott, no Ben... I lost 10 lbs!


In all actuality I am miserable. Grant and I are in a psuedo fight... not a real fight because I am behaving normally. But he is mad, and I think he just needs to move on. I hate having him mad. I appologized for the problem and there is nothing more I can do. We have been like this for 2 days now.

I am applying for a job....

Applications and interviews make me VERY nervous (fear or rejection?) and I mean ill nervous.... why do you think I have only had a handful of real jobs. 6 to be exact. My ears are healing nicely.

I just feel ALONE.

I wanted to be back in VA so bad. But things have changed while I was gone. Sharon's hubby came home (YAY) but as a result she is busy (understandably so) and does not have the time to hang with me. I understand and respect this. I will be the same way when Grant comes home. But I miss the times we hang out.

Erin came down and that was nice but the roads were icy and she had to leave early.

I am getting a fair amount of scrapping done.... Whooo Hoo.

I could really use a hug right now, but I have no one to ask for one.

Leaving OK was not sad... I looked foward to being home.

Home just does not feel like home yet... most likely wont till Grant is home.

Current Mood: lonelylonely

Jan. 24th, 2005

10:02 am


Jan. 22nd, 2005

07:45 pm

Can I just hit fast foward on the next 3 months???? I just want Grant home!!!!

Current Mood: sadsad

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